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I'm not the kind of person that actually shows her feelings; tho there are people who read me all the time. Or they think they do. I try not to be too inexpressive or rude, 'cause this time I really want you to know.
Never thought someone could make me see things in a different way; I could never imagine that my opinion about life would change so bad. All I wanted my entire life was to be extremely free, and always knew that to make this I'd have to lose everything. The idea of having nothing to hold on was liberating, and loneliness seemed to be the best choice. I'm hard to believe in people, even more to like them. And now.. look at me now. I want you, more than I'd like to admit.. I really fucking love you.
You're making it worth everything.

It's in the water, baby, it's in your frequency
It's in the water, baby, it's between you and me
Down on my bended knees, I break the back of love for you
I break the back of love for you.

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As coisas vão ser muito diferentes agora. Talvez esse seja o motivo pelo qual não me desespero por desconhecer o resultado - muito menos tento prevê-lo. É inútil e desnecessário. O que foi para acontecer, aconteceu.
Minha maior alegria é saber como as coisas estão mudadas. É ter o constante sentimento de que, apesar da dor, vale a pena e vai continuar valendo depois. Quando você espera por algo há muito tempo, se surpreende quando ela chega. É irreal, doído e bom.
Cada dia, cada segundo, se regenera. E melhora e faz diferença. Tenho certeza de que fizemos a coisa certa.
The future is bulletproof, the aftermath is secondary.